Thursday, March 11, 2010

~Jejak kaseh~

tmn equine, 23 feb 2010.

ni la ramnah kwn ku. *wink*

Atas permintaan kwn ku, aku post cter ni, ekekekeke... haha pecah rahsia plak. Kecik tul dunia ni sbnarnya, setelah lbh 10 thn tidak ketemu akhirnya aku betemu kembali kwn skola rendahku. ehehehe... cam kalakar kan, pdahal 1 kampug tp kitorg xde kesempatan nk berjmpe. rumah pun leh dikatakan dkat.. isskk isskkkk... Jgn nk pikir aku lupe daratan, tp sememangnya kami xde jodoh nk jmpe mase yg lps, eheh!!!

Nak wat cm ne masing2 bz ngan hal masing2. aku lps skola rendah jek twus ke skola berasrama tu yg kitorg terputus hubungan. Sgt ku xsangka berkat hobbies ber facebook ada gak hasilnya.
Ni lah hasilnya, aku jmpe kwn lama yg sebenarnya hanya sekangkang kera didpn mata. hehe...

Bersua die fb, nk cter bnar la xmo tokoh tmbah jap aku cri ape kitorg komen kat wall fb, ekekekeke bkan ape mngelakkan tokok tambah belaku, i xsuke okey.. haha... yayy!! jmpe pun, jejak kaseh bemula setelah ramnah oit2 kat fb chat tp aku xdpt nk reply sbb intrnet hancing...

weda : weiii, heheee... sowei chat fb aku x okey.. on off jek keja die. pe kabo?? pe cer?? tau xpe lama gile x jmpe.. kat ne skang??? aku kat putrajaya.

Rama- Rama : har??..aku bru g putrajaya smlm..adehhh...ko kije ne?aku kt sri kembangan...
February 22 at 9:44am
Cik Weda : hah!!!! aku duk pinggiran putra sna... ko keja mana?? aiseh dh dkat dh kite.. hahaha
February 22 at 9:54am
Rama- Rama : gile!!!..aku duk kt jusco 2 gile..area mcd..adoina...
February 22 at 9:55am
Cik Weda : haha aku oppsite jusco sna, ekekekeke.. jom jmpe, hehee.. keja kat ne???
February 22 at 9:56am ·
Rama- Rama : huhu..aku slalu mkn kt pinggiran putra 2..yg ada paso mlm hr rabu 2..hehehe..jom!..aku kije dpn jusco 2 je..dekat je..
February 22 at 10:00am
Cik Weda : yeke, msg aku no hp ko..February 22 at 10:51am

eheh, cm tu la cternya. so aku dpt la no hp nya. tp xde la balik2 keja twus call ajak jmpe, relak2 dlu bg nervous tu ilang, haha cm nk jmpe si buah hati... laling windu laa.... hah tetiba selit sket =P (sbb ku tau die pembace setia ku.. wakakakka....)

Ari esoknya bru aku call ajak dating. Ram ajak dtg umh dia, aku pun lps magrib betolak kerumahnya, malngnya otw kerumahnya blckout pulok umhnya katenya so aku bwk g umhku syurgaku pulak... ehh perlu ke aku cter every single of the story, haha xpyah kowt.. sowy mmg my hobby membabel.. ekekekeke.....

Dipendekkan cter die skang akan begelar housemate ku, aku agak gmbira ade teman tp mesra bertambah lg, lg2 org sekampung ku.. Rini jgn kecik hati, u pun teman i, hakhak.... Memula jmpe sngkak gak mata aku bergosip ngan die smpi pg, ehehehe.. bese la terlalu byk perkembangan kpg yg aku xtau. lg2 rakan seprjuangan sebaya aku n dh kawen pun kebykkannya, iskkkk..........

so nk bgtau kat cni aku heppy sesgt jmpe kwn lamo, kitorg pun pnah rapat dlu n now semakin rapat la.... jgn jeles... hope kite leh twus jd kwn baik smpi bile2..... lup u,

smpi di sni saje coretan jejak kaseh ku, smpi ketemu lg guys di laen minggu... xoxo....

1 comment:

  1. F.R.I.E.N.D.s
    i always thought SAY that i am a good friend. but the truth is, i am not.

    i have lots of friends. i think for those who know me, you will think 'of course, you are friendly' will be the perfect reason. but the truth is, i realized that i am someone who is paranoid of having anybody too close to me for i cant bear to lose any of them.

    i have few bestfriends. ok, i have had few superclose friends who i will never hesitate to do anything for them. but i tend to lose some due to lots of reason. and my nature of 'running from problem' is one of them. i am one who cannot control my own emotion, one who will always have emotional breakdown when things get tough. but, i tried my very best, still trying in fact to be better. and thats when i think i need to 'use' my friends, to support me. to give me love, as how i will do the same for them.

    people change. so am i. maybe thats why sometimes i cant believe how fast the time flies. i think i might need to really look forward rather than longing and missing the past. i love my friends, even when they don't feel the same. i care for them even when others think i overdid the gestures, or even when people think i am not. i am just me at the first place.. hard to predict, complicated and selfish.

    but to think back, i can never stop from being sad of how my little gestures of gratitude sometimes just being ignored by others...or maybe i am overthink about it. or maybe they just dont think the same way, feel the same as me. did i even deserve to have friends around me at the first place? yes, i value my bestfriends more than my boyfriend, something that even my-future-bf need to know and accept. but the question is, will they do the same for me?

    this doesnt mean i don't have any bestfriends at all. yes, i have a lot of awesome n gorgeous friends. take my housemates for example, my sisters who understand me and will make me happy when im down. my dear ones who i hold closely to heart like this one guy who never fail to be with me when im down n laugh with me when i laugh, and few others who scattered all around the world. they are just fabulous you will trade anything for them. with that, i shall be grateful and say thank you.

    just, the greedy me just cant feel at ease, just not yet. for she cant erase the memories with the liquid paper. or worse, she cant erase her fault with the eraser.

    i came to think at one point i am being even more ignorant and selfish than before. if i am being cruel to you than say it, or else i will never know. if i am being a bad friend then tell me, or else i can never make it up to you. to all my old friends, new friends, will-be friends, i shall say now that i love, care and value all of you. as a bad, stupid, worst friend as i might be to all of you, do know that somehow i never have any intention to even hurt you. so here i warn you... i am really a bad person as a friend. you might want to consider again if you want to be a friend of mine.

    as i am really a bad friend.

    this comment is dedicated to nobody.

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